better run

It's a great great feeling knowing that there will always be videos or songs i can run to whenever i feel a little down and lonely. I have literally been replaying these amazing videos/songs and what should i say.. I'm happier than ever.

Sometimes I wish I could do just that, you know, for once, look at life from a bigger picture. I hate to admit this but I guess I have somehow turned into a narrow-minded person. I have always believed that things happen for a reason, but wouldn't it be nice if we are allowed to see the consequences of each decisions we  are going to make? wouldn't it be somewhat easier if everything is figured out? no?